my paper heart will bleed

i think i've realized i'm not needing to hold my breath anymore.
i don't feel like elaborating, and that's all i have to say.

where do i go from here?

i havent blogged in a while, mostly because i have nothing to say. or i do, but they're just incomplete thoughts that i forget to write down or think through. right now, i'm at work at playland, and i'm BORED. its shitting rain, yet the park still remains open because the beat has a 2 for 1 tuesday special after 3pm, yet there's still only about less than 30 people in the park. whatever thouogh, i'm getting paid to sit around on the computer (Y).


so how has summer been so far? i really wish i kept bringing around my camera with me so i could capture it then share it to the world of facebook, but i didn't and now the memories are just in my mind. for instance; burnaby mountain. we discovered a breath-taking view of the lower mainland up there, and neither of our camera phones were able to capture that, and dora's camera had died too. so, i guess you'd just have to go see it for yourself :) but i doubt it, because that place is probably only accessible by car (thanks ian), and if you bussed, you'd have to do a hell of a lot of walking. prior to that night at burnaby mountain, i also kicked joe and dora's asses at minigolf. woooot

i also have 2 other favourite places right now; alta vista park & the middle of the basketball court beside mcpherson pool. alta vista park, for all those random times; playing cards, hes just not that into you, almond m&m's, potatoe wedges with chilli & cheese, joe's next girlfriend, swings, and the 4-way see-saw, all taking place there. i remember the basketball court from last year, laying there when me and kathleen snuck out and just watched the stars.. and other people and events that day that i will not go further detail into. and last night, i sat there with melissa, and we just had a lot to talk about, in good ways of course.

but anywhos, joe, im going to miss you for the 3 weeks you'll be gone. take care!