i was a fool twice .

as school is about to begin, i must say; summer 09, i'm not going to miss you one bit. perhaps the late nights, and sleeping in, but above all, i look back, and there's not much i'd like to live over. forgive me for sounding like such a downer, but summer has came and gone, and has left no mark, no such thing to reminisce on.
or maybe im just sad right now, with this gloomy weather, lack of going out now because all i do is work 8 1/2 hours a day, and other such reasons that keep me up til the sunrises thinking, and the occasional water works.
so now that summer is ending, so does my job. FML, i dont even know where to apply and my parents have no part in my finance.
now i need to clean my room, and do some laundry without rattling the whole house.